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I just wanted to change my journal. Let's wipe out the sadness a bit x)
Random (and long) meme I found ahead. I just need to clear my head a little.
Be free to steal if you want~
ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Vrnq
TWO - Are you single?: I'm engaged
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: Mostly 9 and I don't know why xD
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Mostly black .... and yeah xDDD that's it HAHA. Sometimes grey, red or yellow too.
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Pink >F
SIX - Favorite candy?: Chocolate or sour peaches heerhemrehrem
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: tried smoking once. Blerggg never again.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: kinda. I'm studying in a field I love. But for other things I'm really nervous.
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: No. BUT, a lot of people do say that I look like people they know xDD
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: Music and French (In Highschool) now I pretty much love all my art classes xD
ELEVEN - Do you shop at Hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: There's none of these where I live xDD
TWELVE - How do you make money?: With a job :I ... but I'm looking for another one. The one I have presently is really demanding.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: I can't decide !!! I love pretty much everyone I talk too. Jakkarrott is a dear friend of mine though <3
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: In a magical place called College~
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: I try to be more outgoing xD I mostly crack up jokes here and there.
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Creative.
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: My black converse shoes <3
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: Yeehhh, big aviator glasses for the WIN !
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: With my fiancé </3 or somewhere warm. I really want to go on vacation to Mexico with my step-sister at some point.
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Finishing some drawings for people ><''
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: On yo' booty~ HAHA no. I love my fiancé very much.
HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: Idk. I'm mostly tired xD
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Answering this and wondering if I should try to continue writing the next chapter of Queen of the Jungle :T
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Not that I'm aware of xD I mostly did cleaning around the apartment today hahaehuer
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?: Don't have that channel.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: My mom.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Naahhh
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: Stupid people 8T that's a very large category though. But just ... people who don't realize that there's OTHER PEOPLE AROUND and that the world doesn't resolve around them 24hrs/7....
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Noooo, that's gross xD
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Mat :'C
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: Always heheheheheh
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?: In the past it happened, but right now if I don't like someone I just go away. Idk, I'm pretty much open to people. I accept them all for who they are.
THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yeehhhhh
Can you dance?: I love dancing -u- !! I really wish to learn social dances though one day.
Can you do a cart wheel?: ... uhmm?
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: no xDD
Can you whistle?: Yeehhh -u-
Can you wiggle your ears?: Heh, no, I'm not Dumbo.
Can you wiggle your nose?: HAHAH no, it's too small for that xD
Can you roll your tongue?: YUS
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: Ehh, no.
ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you're mad?: I cry. When things get too intense emotionally, I always tend to cry. I'm a very sensitive person x) Also I try to go away.
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: I punch things. May it be walls, pillows. Or I throw things. That's when things get really intense though xDD
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: One time Mat (my fiancé) told me something that made me very mad and sad. I was at his house so I said that I couldn't stay anymore because I was too hurt. I took my things, got my shoes and walked away. He was so scared. He kept screaming my name and asking for me to stay. When I was walking in the street, he ran to me and held me very hard, asking me not to leave. But I did leave because I was too angry. ... That was a hard thing to experience, but it did bring us closer. I asked him to come see me at the end of the day, we talked calmly and everything turned out ok.
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Oh jeezus, all the time xD
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: A lot when I was in Highschool.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: That rarely happens x)
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Too much times x'DD
Ever cried over the same sex?: Hmmm, because of back-stabbing friends, YES.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: I'm not a kid anymore x'D
Do certain songs make you cry?: Depends on the situation, but it does happen xD
Do certain movies make you cry?: Make me watch The Pianist or Interstellar and I'LL CRY MY EYES OUT. JFC.
HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: I always try to stay positive and cheerful !!
What makes you the happiest?: Listening to music, talking to friends, watching funny things, writing, drawing, reading. BABY ANIMALS ;u;
Does being with your friends make you happy?: They always bring a smile to my face -u-
Do you believe in yourself?: I try a lot more than before.
Do you wish you were happier?: Right now yes. But overall I have all I need to be happy.
Is being happy overrated?: Hmmm, no ? That's a weird thing to answer xD
Can music make you happy?: Always -u- <3
LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Too many times to count <__<
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Mat probably <3 and my closests friends.
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you'?: My fiancé xDDD I don't know if that counts
HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: Naaahhhh.
Have you ever been on a hit list?: Mmmm, well, a lot of people mocked me in Highschool for no reasons xD But I didn't mind them. I always had a hard shell against bullying (which backfired me at the end of the day with crying myself to sleep eehhh)
Are you a mean bully?: Oh gawd, I'm too gentle to bully someone ;__; Even though my wish is to become an evil empress HHAHA
Do you hate George Bush?: He sounds like shit HAHA.
SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: Oh jeeze, before it was reaaaaaaaally low xDD Now it's okay I guess ehhehehe
Do you think you're good looking?: Maybeh BD ... hhehehehe I got the booty though HHAHA
Do you wish you could be someone else?: Never
LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Light Brown.
What is your eye color?: Green
What is your skin tone?: I'm pale 8C I didn't get a lot of sun in the last months omg OTL I want my beautiful summer tan bacckkkk
Current piercings?: One for each ears and one at the top of my right ear.
Have any tattoos?: 3 ! My trebble clef behind my right shoulder. My snowflakes on my right ankle. And my newest is my bats on the left part of my chest.
Straight hair or curly?: Naturally they're wavy. But I tend to straighten them
CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: A grey hoody~
Necklace(s)?: None ! BUT SINCE THERE'S NO QUESTION ABOUT PANTS; I'm wearing black leggings hehehehe
Shoes?: Just socks xD
HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: heeehh yes xD I don't always tend to show affection though.
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: No. I need my beauty sleep HAHAH xD
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: <_____< .. T'WAS AN ACCIDENT. AND IT WASN'T BIG.
Laughed so hard you cried?: A lot of times xDD
Got in a fight with someone?: With my sister probably idk, I don't really get into fights.
THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: My step-sister
Person you talked to online?: Jakkarrott , and still talking to right now -u-
Person you hugged?: Mat, last weekend x__x
RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: Yeh, it kills time xD
Do you get along with your parents?: Yes and no. I'm better off alone, to be honest.
Do you have mental breakdowns?: Happens from times to times. It rare now, oh well.
CURRENT:
Current mood: Hella tired.
Current music: Aqua - Cartoon Heroes (I'm on a nostalgia trip xD)
Current hair style: Right now my hair are in a messy bun xDD ... but for normal, my hair are medium-long, with a large bang beginning from the right part of my head. Erfff, I suck at describing hair, NEXT QUESTION.
Current crush: JAROD HAHAHAHAH
Current thing I ought to be doing: Sleeping idk. I'm tired xD
Current windows open: DeviantART and Tumblr !
Current desktop picture: This drawing --> Relaxing
THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: HAHA no, I wouldn't last long.
Did you ever run away from home?: Nope. But I really want to at some points in my life xD
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: Ehhh, no, it's too gross for me.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: No xDD
THE DO'S:
Do you know how to swim?: Yeesss -u- and it relaxes me so much !
Do you like roller coasters?: They're my favorites !!
Do you own a bike?: Yes but now it's too small for me xD
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: .... ??? maybe ?? xD
THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: I don't think so xD
Does your car get good gas mileage?: I unfortunately don't have a car yet OTL
Does your family have family picnics?: Wow uh ... I never really had those o__o ... My mom did on some occasions, but it's really rare xD
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes, and I love that -u-
Have you ever been to the ocean?: When I was in Jamaica, yes <3 it was beautiful !
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes and it shows how NOT girly I am xDDD I suck at that.
THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 5'5'' ... I'm a pudgy dwarf 8Y
How much money do you have on you right now?: LOL none. and I have like, almost 30$ in my account HAHHAHA I'm so poor.
THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: Some friends from College.
Last thing someone said to you?: ''Qu'est-ce que tu as fait aujourd'hui?'' (What have you done today?) from my step-sister.
Last thing you said out loud?: ''*tells my entire boring day*''
THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: Still listening to Aqua - Cartoon Heroes xD (psst, I put the video of the song on my dA profile, in my activity section -u-)
What is the weather outside?: Idk, probably windy and cold xD Welcome to Canada.
What radio station do you listen to?: I don't know and I don't care :Y
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: ... McDonald's OTL ...
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Water -u- hmmmm
What was the last movie you watched?: Willow (a movie made in 1988)
Random (and long) meme I found ahead. I just need to clear my head a little.
Be free to steal if you want~
ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Vrnq
TWO - Are you single?: I'm engaged
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: Mostly 9 and I don't know why xD
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Mostly black .... and yeah xDDD that's it HAHA. Sometimes grey, red or yellow too.
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Pink >F
SIX - Favorite candy?: Chocolate or sour peaches heerhemrehrem
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: tried smoking once. Blerggg never again.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: kinda. I'm studying in a field I love. But for other things I'm really nervous.
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: No. BUT, a lot of people do say that I look like people they know xDD
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: Music and French (In Highschool) now I pretty much love all my art classes xD
ELEVEN - Do you shop at Hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: There's none of these where I live xDD
TWELVE - How do you make money?: With a job :I ... but I'm looking for another one. The one I have presently is really demanding.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: I can't decide !!! I love pretty much everyone I talk too. Jakkarrott is a dear friend of mine though <3
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: In a magical place called College~
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: I try to be more outgoing xD I mostly crack up jokes here and there.
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Creative.
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: My black converse shoes <3
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: Yeehhh, big aviator glasses for the WIN !
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: With my fiancé </3 or somewhere warm. I really want to go on vacation to Mexico with my step-sister at some point.
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Finishing some drawings for people ><''
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: On yo' booty~ HAHA no. I love my fiancé very much.
HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: Idk. I'm mostly tired xD
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Answering this and wondering if I should try to continue writing the next chapter of Queen of the Jungle :T
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Not that I'm aware of xD I mostly did cleaning around the apartment today hahaehuer
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?: Don't have that channel.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: My mom.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Naahhh
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: Stupid people 8T that's a very large category though. But just ... people who don't realize that there's OTHER PEOPLE AROUND and that the world doesn't resolve around them 24hrs/7....
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Noooo, that's gross xD
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Mat :'C
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: Always heheheheheh
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?: In the past it happened, but right now if I don't like someone I just go away. Idk, I'm pretty much open to people. I accept them all for who they are.
THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yeehhhhh
Can you dance?: I love dancing -u- !! I really wish to learn social dances though one day.
Can you do a cart wheel?: ... uhmm?
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: no xDD
Can you whistle?: Yeehhh -u-
Can you wiggle your ears?: Heh, no, I'm not Dumbo.
Can you wiggle your nose?: HAHAH no, it's too small for that xD
Can you roll your tongue?: YUS
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: Ehh, no.
ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you're mad?: I cry. When things get too intense emotionally, I always tend to cry. I'm a very sensitive person x) Also I try to go away.
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: I punch things. May it be walls, pillows. Or I throw things. That's when things get really intense though xDD
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: One time Mat (my fiancé) told me something that made me very mad and sad. I was at his house so I said that I couldn't stay anymore because I was too hurt. I took my things, got my shoes and walked away. He was so scared. He kept screaming my name and asking for me to stay. When I was walking in the street, he ran to me and held me very hard, asking me not to leave. But I did leave because I was too angry. ... That was a hard thing to experience, but it did bring us closer. I asked him to come see me at the end of the day, we talked calmly and everything turned out ok.
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Oh jeezus, all the time xD
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: A lot when I was in Highschool.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: That rarely happens x)
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Too much times x'DD
Ever cried over the same sex?: Hmmm, because of back-stabbing friends, YES.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: I'm not a kid anymore x'D
Do certain songs make you cry?: Depends on the situation, but it does happen xD
Do certain movies make you cry?: Make me watch The Pianist or Interstellar and I'LL CRY MY EYES OUT. JFC.
HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: I always try to stay positive and cheerful !!
What makes you the happiest?: Listening to music, talking to friends, watching funny things, writing, drawing, reading. BABY ANIMALS ;u;
Does being with your friends make you happy?: They always bring a smile to my face -u-
Do you believe in yourself?: I try a lot more than before.
Do you wish you were happier?: Right now yes. But overall I have all I need to be happy.
Is being happy overrated?: Hmmm, no ? That's a weird thing to answer xD
Can music make you happy?: Always -u- <3
LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Too many times to count <__<
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Mat probably <3 and my closests friends.
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you'?: My fiancé xDDD I don't know if that counts
HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: Naaahhhh.
Have you ever been on a hit list?: Mmmm, well, a lot of people mocked me in Highschool for no reasons xD But I didn't mind them. I always had a hard shell against bullying (which backfired me at the end of the day with crying myself to sleep eehhh)
Are you a mean bully?: Oh gawd, I'm too gentle to bully someone ;__; Even though my wish is to become an evil empress HHAHA
Do you hate George Bush?: He sounds like shit HAHA.
SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: Oh jeeze, before it was reaaaaaaaally low xDD Now it's okay I guess ehhehehe
Do you think you're good looking?: Maybeh BD ... hhehehehe I got the booty though HHAHA
Do you wish you could be someone else?: Never
LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Light Brown.
What is your eye color?: Green
What is your skin tone?: I'm pale 8C I didn't get a lot of sun in the last months omg OTL I want my beautiful summer tan bacckkkk
Current piercings?: One for each ears and one at the top of my right ear.
Have any tattoos?: 3 ! My trebble clef behind my right shoulder. My snowflakes on my right ankle. And my newest is my bats on the left part of my chest.
Straight hair or curly?: Naturally they're wavy. But I tend to straighten them
CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: A grey hoody~
Necklace(s)?: None ! BUT SINCE THERE'S NO QUESTION ABOUT PANTS; I'm wearing black leggings hehehehe
Shoes?: Just socks xD
HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: heeehh yes xD I don't always tend to show affection though.
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: No. I need my beauty sleep HAHAH xD
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: <_____< .. T'WAS AN ACCIDENT. AND IT WASN'T BIG.
Laughed so hard you cried?: A lot of times xDD
Got in a fight with someone?: With my sister probably idk, I don't really get into fights.
THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: My step-sister
Person you talked to online?: Jakkarrott , and still talking to right now -u-
Person you hugged?: Mat, last weekend x__x
RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: Yeh, it kills time xD
Do you get along with your parents?: Yes and no. I'm better off alone, to be honest.
Do you have mental breakdowns?: Happens from times to times. It rare now, oh well.
CURRENT:
Current mood: Hella tired.
Current music: Aqua - Cartoon Heroes (I'm on a nostalgia trip xD)
Current hair style: Right now my hair are in a messy bun xDD ... but for normal, my hair are medium-long, with a large bang beginning from the right part of my head. Erfff, I suck at describing hair, NEXT QUESTION.
Current crush: JAROD HAHAHAHAH
Current thing I ought to be doing: Sleeping idk. I'm tired xD
Current windows open: DeviantART and Tumblr !
Current desktop picture: This drawing --> Relaxing
THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: HAHA no, I wouldn't last long.
Did you ever run away from home?: Nope. But I really want to at some points in my life xD
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: Ehhh, no, it's too gross for me.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: No xDD
THE DO'S:
Do you know how to swim?: Yeesss -u- and it relaxes me so much !
Do you like roller coasters?: They're my favorites !!
Do you own a bike?: Yes but now it's too small for me xD
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: .... ??? maybe ?? xD
THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: I don't think so xD
Does your car get good gas mileage?: I unfortunately don't have a car yet OTL
Does your family have family picnics?: Wow uh ... I never really had those o__o ... My mom did on some occasions, but it's really rare xD
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes, and I love that -u-
Have you ever been to the ocean?: When I was in Jamaica, yes <3 it was beautiful !
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes and it shows how NOT girly I am xDDD I suck at that.
THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 5'5'' ... I'm a pudgy dwarf 8Y
How much money do you have on you right now?: LOL none. and I have like, almost 30$ in my account HAHHAHA I'm so poor.
THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: Some friends from College.
Last thing someone said to you?: ''Qu'est-ce que tu as fait aujourd'hui?'' (What have you done today?) from my step-sister.
Last thing you said out loud?: ''*tells my entire boring day*''
THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: Still listening to Aqua - Cartoon Heroes xD (psst, I put the video of the song on my dA profile, in my activity section -u-)
What is the weather outside?: Idk, probably windy and cold xD Welcome to Canada.
What radio station do you listen to?: I don't know and I don't care :Y
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: ... McDonald's OTL ...
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Water -u- hmmmm
What was the last movie you watched?: Willow (a movie made in 1988)
October 2020 - Update
I think we can all agree that this year is ... freakin' weird and horrible and a huge mess xD If you're reading this, I have stored away all my deviations - so my profile looks like an empty mess. And that's okay. There were very old drawings and writings in there, and I didn't want any of that to be out in the open anymore. I'm sorry if any of you guys liked them, but it is what it is. Deviantart is dead for me. I've been so detached from this website and the community. It's sad, but it's the truth. This account will still live on, only because I have so many fond memories of it. And who knows, maybe one day I'll post things I think are worthy again. I still draw, I still write, but not on this website. My life has been a roller-coaster in the last year (and maybe more xD), and I hope it will turn out for the best in the future, just as I wish for the best for all of you
November 2019 Update
*sigh*
I'll be honest, Deviantart is kinda dead for me.
They changed so many things regarding image formatting (my png drawings looks like jpegs ...), the community doesn't feel the same, yaddi yaddi ya~
Also I've been focusing a lot more on my writing lately (have some projects in mind). Most of the drawings I do are doodles or just personal pieces and I feel like they don't really belong here....
I'm exhausted.
Both physically and mentally.
A lot of things are going on in my personal life. Good and bad. Mostly bad on some occasions, but I can manage .. I guess.
Time will tell what needs to be done, but for now I prefer to focus on m
Happy New Year 2019 !!!!
.... *is 5 days late*
OH WOOPS HAHA
Sorry, I got a lot going on these days :'Y
ANYWAY !
Hi guys :heart: A new year is upon us so that means a lot of new things to come !!
I got myself a new PC that is way more performant than the one I currently own. SO that means I'll be able to easily create new content, such as music, videos and animations ! I'm really hyped :la:
I won't give too much details about future plans for now - since I have to gather everything together in order to see all my possibilities x'D but I'm hoping this year will be filled with awesome content~
Also I think it's important to try to spread positivity as much as po
July Update 2018
YIKES, my last journal was from March .... sorry :'Y
Just a quick update about how things are going in my life. Why I'm absent here and yaddy-yaddy-yah~
First of all, for those who didn't know, I got a job back in May in video game testing ! YEP, I spend my day playing video games xD but I have to find bugs and see how the game can be broken before it gets released to the public.
Seriously, it's one of the first jobs ever where I don't feel stressed nor anxious. The people I work with are super kind and fun and the days go by quickly, it's unbelievable :faint: ... I don't know if it'll become my lifelong career ... I plan on doing so many
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Wow that's a longest meme I ever read lol might give this a shot it looks like fun ^^